| It's difficult to be angry when there's such a contrast of happiness in the world. |


SmogSmog is closed around by my lips, An arched back leading to A burning nest. Of simplicity, no anxiety All around me, there is red Red beads, posters of the dead Lennon, and Joplin.Smog
I am so tired.
My eyes, heavy (My body, Misunderstanding THC, Absorbing an all-natural product) My finger traces along threads Of the Crimson Couch "Happy Birthday," I tell him Sleepily nodding off Everything is perfect. Everything is beautiful.
Nostalgia catches me. Zero is lighting candles Eighteen years, four candles.  


ApartmentA gentle hum of the fan on Low speed curses a breeze through the room. I sit on a wicker chair by the kitchen window, passing a gaze through pulsing curtains. Outside, the sky is grey. It's about to rain. I can taste the humidity on my skin. And the tell-tale sign of thunder growls around the clouds. I can hear high-pitched circuits work their way through the fridge, cooling freshly cut pineapple, and my iced tea. The window itself is dusty, the panes white and cracked along the corners. A small pine-like bush wavers, as though trembling before the eminent storm. The grass only looks greener with the sky soApartment


Overcoming ProcrastinationThey barely got a look at each other, before he drove away.Overcoming Procrastination
It's been so long.
As time has a tendency to do, it went, overcoming procrastination, causing movements, which created a domino effect for the deaths and births around the world. Beggars kneeled for food, preschoolers skidded to church, girls slathered on make-up, and birds pecked bread in the park. Earth crumbled, waves crashed, and ships sailed as fast as the gulls swimming the air beside them. At some point, too, there was snow, gently falling in places. Others, a wind something fierce pelleted hail down, bruising delicate skin.
A bouquet of flowers flies up,


OutsiderFrom the view of someone who is outside, looking in, with the windows open to hear whats going on, I fair out pretty well. Not one person suspects the small, crawling thoughts that twitch my hand, suppressing itself before smashing open a fragile jaw. Yes, I am comfortable with being outsideits just frustrating to know what I know, which they dont know. All of these optimists and planners, make someone like me so angry. Refusing to listen, unable to comprehend realism. There are people who are aiming to get through the day, not to have additional tidbits weighing them down.Outsider
And they look at me


VoicesI am heartless.Voices
I am ruined.
He didnt believe in premarital sex until I asked him if he wanted to join me in the shower. We showered together but never got clean. We did it in the dark, always in the dark.
No one ever wants to do it in the daytime. Im not good enough. I am ugly. You all pick what you see to be the most appalling part of me and you pay special attention to it, showing your fondness through tender touches.
You touch me too tender. Violence is passion.
You men humor me in your attempts to repair my shattered self-esteem.
I humor you by pret


Twenty-One The funny thing about that grinning gargoyle bastard life is no matter how relentlessly you try to catch it, wrestle it to the ground and drive railroad ties into its maniacally flailing limbs, no matter how well prepared and meticulously planned your course of action is, life will find a way to plow right the fuck through you like a howling juggernaut engine born of misdirected karma, cosmic misfortune, and industrial sized canisters of bullshit. Metaphorically speaking, of course. Twenty one years, Ive been figuring it all out. Twenty one years, and all Ive discovered is hideousness staring back from behind theTwenty-One
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geep44, the annoying little thing
thank you so much
What's not to love?
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I don't shower with anything outside my species.
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I don't shower with anything outside my species.
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I don't shower with anything outside my species.
WHEEEEEEEE
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.... in bed.
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I don't shower with anything outside my species.
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.... in bed.
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